Sunday, September 26, 2004
i miss my jie.
i miss her presence.
i miss the times we went out(however few) and laughed at ppl on the street.
i miss her giving me freebies or hand-me-downs.
i miss her coming home late w/o her keys and having to call my hp till i wake up.
i miss going shopping with her(however few again).
i miss her overflowing cupboard.
i miss fighting for the phone with her.
and i regret..
..not spending enough time with her.
..not telling her that i love her.
..not going out with her more often.
but most importantly, i regret the childhood that i missed spending with her.
i miss my kor.
i miss his presence.
i miss him teasing me.
i miss getting irritated with him.
i miss him coming back all dirty and still lie on my bed.
i miss him asking if i want anything whenever he goes out.
i miss him taking funny photos of me.
i miss his messy room.
i miss his smelly musty cupboard.
i miss playing stupid games with him.
i miss the times we laughed at my mum together.
and i regret..
..not telling him that i think he's the best kor i can ever wish for.
..not telling him that i love him.
and i realise, a little too late i guess, that i shouldn't have waited till now, when their gone, to know how much i love and treasure them.
stir (: - 7:26 PM.
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