"She wonders, 'does God's plan for u include bad stuff? or is it your own making that makes u upset? is God's plan always perfect, always good? or is the sadness in our lives a way for God to mould us, and is part and parcel of His plan for us?'
she's made up her mind. as much as she'll feel sad, she knows she has to do it. as much as it hurts her, she has to put God ahead of everything. she doesn't understand why God wants it to be this way. but she knows that this is what she has to do.
is this God's way of moulding her? to shape her into a better person? to test how strong her faith is. no matter what it is, she knows it has to be done. and it will."
stir (: - 10:27 PM.
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