Monday, December 27, 2004
someone told me today that i'm a very reserved person. and i realise that i really am reserved. all my problems and troubles i keep to myself. i would say even my closest friends don't really know what's going on now. even the times that i've opened up voluntarily are pretty numbered. most ppl think that i don't have a care in the world, but thats not true. i've learnt the art of hiding, of putting up a front so that nobody will ask me questions. i've learnt how to smile and be happy on the outside. just watched phantom of the opera today. and like the song masquerade, i realise my life is full of paper faces and pretences. i don't know why i do it. maybe i'm a very private person. or maybe i'm just insecure. i don't know why i'm writing all of this down. maybe i just want all of u to know that this is how i am. what to do?
stir (: - 8:43 PM.
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