just had my second driving lesson.. think all the instructors like to bluff me..i got bluffed again today.. haha.. think i'm making good progress tho'.. =) i love my group at SERVE.. most of them at least.. haha.. its inevitable that every group has a few irritating souls.. looking at the other groups proves my point.. haha.. but my group is the greediest, noisiest, earliest and also the happiest.. i think.. haha.. the amount of food we consume every day is so much.. haha.. but i thank God for my group.. for all the different characters coming together, working and playing.. and with shin yee always looking out for food, jon and "bernice" always wanting to say grace, eugene always on the look out for QQ (quotable quotes) and chocs and ever so scared of tickles, kristy with her nice sweet voice, cheryl with her dancing ways and dieting.. that's just to name a few.. and i reckon all of this can block out the thoughts of irritating aaron and his loud gaffaws.. i know its abit mean but i'm just stating the facts..
stir (: - 12:52 AM.
Saturday, January 15, 2005 decided to put a password to my blog.. i know clara said tt its still not very safe but i guess i feel safer and i hope others will respect my privacy and not try to find the password.. and if u do know the password coz i gave it to you.. it means u're pretty privileged.. =) yup.. went to register for driving lessons today.. my dad made a deal with me.. if i can pass in 20 lessons instead of 25, i can keep the remainder of the money for the other lessons.. if i take more than 25 lessons i'll have to pay myself.. haha.. hope i pass soon!! =)
i've come to realise that some ppl whom u consider friends might not neccessary consider you a friend.. and for all the things that you confide to them.. they might just go and tell it to others for all you know.. and i realise that my only true friends are those from amkmc.. but then again, its not all of them.. sometimes i wonder who i can trust and who i can't.. who are my true friends and who are those who are just superficial.. i hate this world of superficiality, of appearances.. why can't we all live in a world without that sense of 'fake-ness', without that bit of 'politics' attached..
stir (: - 1:57 PM.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 its been pretty long since i last blogged.. and i just have to do so today coz its been a really hilarious day.. went for SERVE lesson in the morning.. my group led worship!! and we taught everybody actions for the "nanana" song.. heh.. forgot the title.. haha..and i seriously think that the amkmc bunch of servers are the most hilarious.. someone said clara's like a whale coz she was wearing a bluish green jacket today.. so eugenia, esther and i were trying to talk to her in whale talk (like in the show nemo) and she wanted to spray water at us.. but in the end only eugenia got sprayed.. esther and i ran away.. haha.. and after the morning lecture, we went down to Hope Centre for drama lesson.. i had to team up with eugenia to act.. and we wanted to act as lesbians.. but luckily we didn't have to act in the end.. haha.. after tt we all bought tiong bahru pau.. and greedy eugenia ate 2 bao on the bus!! and we all had the craving to drink bubble tea with the pearls.. so we were like thinking of which places have bubble tea.. then the bus reached bugis and eugenia suddenly rem that bugis have bubble tea.. and so the four of us rushed down the bus in search for our pearls.. haha.. and we found the store and we satisfied our strange craving.. haha.. i think we were quite a funny sight.. =) jokes aside, i'm really glad that i went for SERVE together with the other amk ppl.. i've gotten to know them so much better and it felt good being able to connect with them again.. i know for sure that this group of friends are for keeps! and my group totally rocks!! its been less than a week but i feel i've known most of them for a very long time already.. we have so much to talk about and our team spirit is fabulous.. oh and pastor ian's children are extremely cute! haha.. i've learnt alot thru the past week or so.. learnt so much about God.. about His Word.. and i feel that i've really grown.. maybe its because i'm constantly learning abt Him and i'm constantly being reminded of Him.. no matter what, i know my relationship with God has definitely grown.. and i'm very glad of that..
stir (: - 11:56 PM.
i thank God for SERVE.. even tho' its only been two days and one lecture.. i really thank God.. coz i know i'm definitely gonna grow from this experience.. maybe this is exactly why all the past events have happened.. so that i can truly concentrate and learn more about Him.. the lecture today was pretty long.. but i tell u.. i've never been this awake during lectures before! on the bus this morning i was yawning away and wondering how i'll survive.. but what the pastor was saying really really made me think and i wasn't bored for a single moment.. of cos part of it is due to the crappy-ness of esther leong and clara.. but the main point is that i was truly listening and absorbing.. i could even regurgitate most of it at the end of the day when nic asked me about the lesson.. something i couldn't do in jc.. haha..
and i thank God that esther leong, clara, tabitha, eugenia and ben are there to experience all of it with me also.. and i pray that God will touch their hearts just like He touched mine..
stir (: - 12:44 AM.
met up with my guides friends yest for hui zhen's birthday.. think its one of the first times we're celebrating her birthday coz its at the start of the year.. haha.. but i really really miss them..even though its more of my fault that i didn't keep in touch with them over the past two years.. it just felt so familiar sitting and talking with them.. and just as hui fen said last night, these bunch of friends are definitely for life.. no matter what happens.. sometimes i wish i never have to grow up.. so that i can stay 15 forever.. coz that's the time when those bonds were truly forge.. with overseas camp and camp challenge and the many camps i went.. i will never forget the times we 'sufferred' together or the times we did all sorts of funny stuff and cracked lotsa lame jokes.. even though we'll all grow to become diff ppl.. i know this bunch will be with me thru thick and thin just as they have been doing.. thx alot u guys.. for all the wonderful memories.. p/s: hui fen, i couldn't fall asleep last night coz of the coffee.. haha.. =)
stir (: - 3:19 PM.
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