Saturday, February 19, 2005
back from camp!! was too tired to blog last night.. camp was great.. learnt so much.. had lotsa bonding with my group and also with clara and est.. and i thank God for bonding us tog.. almost like a blessing in disguise.. =) i'm beginning to love my group even more.. except for certain parts.. got to know them better over the past three days and i realise there's so much more to each and everyone of them.. really sad that the whole prog is ending.. was to last to leave the room yest and as i switched off the lights and walked out of the empty room.. a great reluctance and sadness just descended upon me.. almost cried.. that room was a place of so much laughter and joy.. but also of sadness.. learned so much there.. grew so much there.. bonded so much there.. will always miss our little corner and the people there.. will miss my group so much.. will miss taichi turtle, jon, shin yee, eugene, pastor ian, kristy, and all the others.. will always keep in my heart the happy and sad times.. the jokes and all the fun and laughter we had.. and also all the personal break throughs that we had..
went to send pris off last night.. even tho' i wasn't very close to her.. it just felt sad to see her leave.. its like i'll known her for so long and i never fail to see her in church.. she always cares and comforts me when she's there too.. hmm.. feel so inadequate saying all these..
be strong and determined..
stir (: - 5:49 PM.
Monday, February 07, 2005
i'm sick again. and i absolutely hate it. my room's all done up and is so pretty but its so dusty i can't stand being inside for more than 30min, esp since i'm sick. so many things have happened over the past few weeks. the ups and downs. somehow the ups don't seem so nice but the downs seem to be getting worse. i miss talking to pam and jude and jo. i miss my sis and bro. seems funny that i'm the only one around during cny. i'm tired. there's absolutely no time to rest. so many things to do, so little time to do them.
mixed signals. were they even signals in the first place?
stir (: - 1:35 PM.
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