i'm finally here in aust.. these two days have been pretty good.. except for the flight here tho.. tt was simply stupid.. i'm too lazy to type out everything tt happened on the flight here.. so if u wanna know what happened.. go ask eugenia or jo p.. my room's pretty neat.. kinda pleasant i have to admit.. jus that there's a lack of colours.. makes it slightly dreary.. but wherever there's celest my baby.. i'll nv get bored.. hee.. went grocery shopping today.. i COOKED!! celest did too.. coz my mum wanted to eat in and so we helped out in cooking.. and it was super yummy la.. (: [mummy, next time i cook for u k..when u visit me.. hee..] i've so much to say to everybody.. oh wanna thank all those who came to send me off!! -jo p, eugenia: thanks for the book! and thx mummy for the wonderful presents.. including 5hairbands, 13hairclips, 2hair ties and a nice lil 'book' (: i love u.. -jude, jo: thanks so much for the wonderful scheme!! haha..all bluff me..bah! i love u guys so much! and no matter how far away i am, u two will always be in my heart.. (: -clara, twin, pui yee: thanks for the macchiato.. i enjoyed every bit of it..(: and thanks for the card ah ma.. i cloud read every single word of it.. amazing! haha.. -alan, josh, cheewee,nelson: thanks for the book...i dun whine k.. bah! at least i wldn't when i nx see u all.. haha.. thanks for coming down too.. was greatly appreciated.. (: -mark: thanks for coming.. faster come visit us! we need entertainment.. hee.. cheer up k.. (: 5/10 tmw is ikea day!! i NEED a mirror!! so does celest.. we're both not used to not having mirrors in our rooms.. haha.. so we're going to buy mirrors and drawers and laundry basket and dustbin.. whee.. i want all colourful stuff.. (:
stir (: - 11:38 PM.
To my dearest eugenia, this whole entry is gonna be for u mummy.. i wanna say thanks for being such a great friend.. for always being there when i needed someone.. for always believing in me when i didn't and couldn't believe in myself.. our friendship hasn't been very long, only a year or two, but we've been through so many good times and bad times together.. i thank you for being there when i needed someone to celebrate and laugh with.. i thank you for being when i needed someone to talk and to cry with.. maybe even to whine to.. i thank you for tolerating with me and my nonsensical whims and fancies.. and even joining me in doing stupid stuff together.. i thank you for being such a great buddy.. for being rational when i'm irrational.. for being sensitive to my feelings.. even when i'm not sensitive to yours.. i'm going to miss you so much mummy dearest.. gonna miss your silly antics.. your acute hunger pangs and subsequent 'eating spree'.. gonna miss being able to call you and cry to you whenever i need someone.. and i will never ever forget all that you've done for me.. through the tough times and the good.. and i'll always be here for you mummy.. whenever u need someone.. eventhough not physically, but i'm still here...any time u need me.. love, esther
stir (: - 2:11 PM.
didn't go for 3rd service yest.. celest didn't go too coz she was sick.. mark said it was like a trial run for the future when we're really gone.. met up with my jc friends last thurs.. its funny how we've been thru so much tog yet i still feel so distant from some of them.. it just feels diff.. somehow it almost feels like i wasted my two yrs trying to be friends with ppl who don't really care abt being friends with me.. such hypocrisy.. i hate the feeling of vulneralbility. i had my safe haven. but even that, i had to give up. i miss that sense of security. i lost a best friend. dinner last night felt like i almost had my safe haven back. its out of my grasp. out of my reach. will my safe haven always be there. till i come back. i nv expected you to be so loyal.. to be such a strong pillar of strength for me.. will that place u said is empty now still be when i come back? will it?
stir (: - 2:19 PM.
back from KL last night.. church camp was a really really good experience.. learnt quite alot from Rev. Gordon Wong.. his teachings on Habakkuk were all pretty short but i kinda like the discussion group sessions.. learnt from there too.. the first day was spent on the bus mainly.. sleep lunch sleep toilet sleep.. haha.. stayed with jude this time.. i love her to bits! after the night session on the first chap of Habakkuk and discussion, bathed and played cards with eugenia, clara and jude in our room.. then we went to the poolside and talked.. second day was sessions in the morning and evening and shopping in the afternoon.. went to mid valley w mummy, ahma,jude,brian and zhiwei.. din do much shopping.. bought earrings and a top.. oh and swenson's for supper! third day was morning session and amusement park in times square.. me and eugenia finally mustered up the courage to sit the roller coaster.. haha.. and it wasn't as scary as it seemed.. maybe cos it was going too fast.. haha.. whee.. had celebration dinner at night.. i think my daddy's really funny.. hee.. talked to mark abt quite alot of stuff.. played cards with jude,clara, eugenia and zhi wei.. till 5am.. clara was so concussed thru out the night that she kept losing.. haha.. had a good talk w jude after tt.. while i drank milo for my tummy.. thx chee wee.. heh.. and whatever tt happened after that.. pls refer to jude's blog for more info.. haha.. i'm too lazy.. and judy's quite good at describing it too.. haha.. had lotsa fun with judy and eugenia and clara.. will really miss them in aust.. this camp felt diff from the past trips.. was happy to spend so much time with the ones i'm close to.. but somehow i just wasn't very happy.. kinda moody at times.. i don't know why.. jude: take care of yourself in aust k.. i'll be missing u lots.. really glad to have spent the last four days with u..its been a long time and will be a long time before we do it again.. (:
stir (: - 12:13 AM.
hello.. church camp tmw! haha..i've been too busy to blog.. sorry celest my dear.. (: the past week was full of shopping and i think i bought jus abt everything that i need for aust.. spent quite alot too.. last thurs at liquid kitchen with jude and jo was nice.. jus felt so good to sit there with them.. how i wish i cld turn back time to when we were in sec sch.. all the funny stuff we did.. i'll really miss them when i leave.. watched madagascar! hee.. i like melman the giraffe.. he's nuerotic.. heh.. ooh bought green nike waffle racers and 40% off! happy happy! (: oh church camp tmw! its going to be my last church camp in a long long while.. i'm really gonna miss church camps and yf camps and stuff.. so i'll def make to most out of this one.. if i have the energy to.. haha.. i'm tired.. of this little game of interrogation.. of this little thing called jealousy.. of this little person named hatred.. i'm just so tired..
stir (: - 2:47 AM.
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