whee...i'm a half happy half sad girl..
stir (: - 9:24 PM.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY PAMMIE!!! hee.. hope u enjoyed your surprise tho me and celst cldn't be there.. (: enjoy your day babe! oh esther my twin.. i forgot to tell u i found a twin here! haha.. not same name.. same character.. he always think the same thing as me one.. so funny i tell u.. i now have two twins.. haha..
stir (: - 12:49 AM.
this past week has been quite kind to me.. i study alot nowadays.. with all the college square ppl downstairs.. tt's why i dun use my internet so much.. i'm glad my dad forced me to study accounting in s'pore.. so now i really understand what the lecturer is saying.. hee.. the weather's getting better already.. sunny almost everyday now.. i like.. (: have been cooking the past few days.. beginning to enjoy cooking.. just dun like to think of what to cook.. lazy.. haha.. (mummy, i'll cook for u when i get back k..hee..) oh i've been really lazy to reply emails these few days.. so please forgive me if i take really long to reply yours.. oh clara my dear.. where's my email?! bah! i miss u u know.. miss all your blurps! haha.. oh just rem we went to koko black tt day with lianne and her mum.. the hot chocolate was fantastic.. i loved it.. and the desserts too.. yummy.. i've been really cranky today.. kept talking nonsense and saying stupid stuff.. was super sleepy tt's why i talked nonsense and kept laughing.. haha.. but i dun whine here!! hah! haven't whined in a long while.. cos i can only whine to certain ppl.. and u're all not here.. boo.. mummy: how's your hostel room? i wanna see! i miss u eugenia.. really really miss u.. there's nobody here like u at all.. i wanna dhl u over.. can? i wanna eat dau hui with u!! i see that pic everyday.. the last one we took at our dau hui place.. its part of my mac wallpaper.. and everytime i see it i'll smile.. and i just realise i forgot to thank u for the absolutely LOVELY farewell prezzie u gave me.. I LOVE IT!! and the ribbon too.. hee.. and your scheming photo.. I MISS U EUGENIA LOH MEI TING! do u hear me? i want to bring to to drink hot chocolate.. i just know that u'll love it.. (: jude: i miss my jude.. u know, everytime i walk on the road and see patches of sunlight.. i'll think of u and your mr gorgeous.. haha.. how are u judy? must study hard k.. i miss u.. and i still see your letter everyday.. i dun wanna lose that connection with u.. i want to go back to sec2.. can we.? mark: where are u?! haven't spoken to u in ages! almost like u disappeared suddenly.. i'll reply your email soon k.. sorry.. are u still very busy? i miss talking to u.. shall call u tmw or something.. raar!
stir (: - 8:26 PM.
was commenting to nic that this week seemed to pass so quickly.. and he replied that 7 mths will pass as quickly.. i hope it does.. he's actually thinking of coming to melb to study after his NS.. tt'll be nice.. to see a familiar face studying in the same sch again.. to be able to see him everyday again.. almost like a repeat.. not in every manner i hope.. i think.. had accounting lecture today.. the first one.. i've this feeling now that i wldn't do accounting in the end.. the lecturer was good.. but the way she made accountants out to be ppl who jus wanna earn big bucks jus put me off.. i found psychology so much more interesting.. of coz that wld be a subject where i have to put in extra effort.. which i most def wld.. met audrey after tt for movie and dinner.. we didn't eat in the end.. but we watched Crash.. its superb! the way they make u think of how a person is.. and then they turn your perception upside down by another thing that the person does.. "You think you know who you are. You have no idea." this show really made me think.. i like.. (:talking to u today made me think of old times.
stir (: - 12:15 AM.
why did u hide in the cupboard? don't u think that's what we're like now? hiding in cupboards away from the light.. i miss the days where we didn't have to do that.. i miss hearing a happy train of thought.. why is that train stuck at the same place as it was a few months back? i miss seeing u smile.. like a genuine happy smile.. i miss chocolate cheesecakes.. i miss the way your face lights up.. i miss the way u say goodbye.. i want to say a proper goodbye.. why didn't i get a chance this time? where is my safe haven when i need one? where are u? i miss u..
again i ask," where's the trust? is secrecy, jealousy, vulnerability all we have left? i want my safe haven.. my pillar.. my shelter.. the place u said.. is it still there?"
stir (: - 10:33 PM.
just like the past few posts.. for photos pls redirect to my dear celest's blog.. hee.. camp was alright.. just cold and wet.. the food was totally lousy and the beds were dirty and extremely soft.. other than that.. i think the games were pretty unusual.. not the same old games that we have in sg camps.. and i had quite a good time bonding with celest.. i like that.. got to know some of the other ppl better as well.. yup..and today was the first day of school! and i only had one tutorial.. haha.. went to sch at 11-1230 had lunch and went home.. maths tutorial is boring! we just sit there and do some exercise sheet that we dun even have to hand in.. and the teacher talks super slowly so that makes it worse.. hee.. me amd celest cooked dinner tonight! all by ourselves.. and my sis came over to eat.. i must say we did a pretty good job.. and everything was healthy and not oily at all.. totally yummy.. (: ok shall go sleep now.. have an early day tmw..(:
stir (: - 10:51 PM.
for photos pls look at celest's blog!! the first one's my fav! we din want to ask ppl to help us take so we decided to take two and put tog.. haha.. we really wanna dhl EVERYBODY over!! i wanna post pics.. but i can't d/l picasa and hello coz i'm using mac.. boo.. shall try to find other prog.. whee.. realised i'm beginning to blog vv often.. think its coz we have no tv.. so i can't watch.. and also coz i want the whole world (my world) to know what's going on in my life!! whee..i just did my laundry.. everything's in the dryer now.. happy happy.. eating starburst now.. the one with the liquid inside.. my fav.. hee.. i went to the gym TWICE today! ran in the morning while celest was in sch and then brisk walked while she ran in the evening.. unbelievable right.. i can't believe myself too.. haha.. do u know how much i look forward to hearing for voice each night?
stir (: - 10:06 PM.
Whee.... first day at school was alright.. mainly talked to s'poreans coz its more familiar territory and there's more common topics.. realised the world is so so small.. its like we all know common ppl.. celest will def agree to tt.. hee.. now i understand the 6degrees of seperation between me and the whole wide whole.. (: yup. and we met this guy from some country near suadi arabia.. he has super duper LONG eyelashes!!! haha.. and he's super funny.. tho his english ain't that good.. but he always ask the teachers stupid qns and he can jus go on and on talking abt such lame and corny stuff.. and he can draw ultra nicely.. hee..and then there's a few sg guys who did NS alr.. quite nice ppl i wld say.. as a first impression at least.. and there's this china guy who talks really funni-ly.. like we can't understand him and he can't understand us.. yet we still managed to have some sort of a conversation with him.. haha.. oh! and me and celest found this mr nice guy who's abit like mark koh! he'll help us throw things and stuff like tt.. hee.. so funny.. if u realised, there's lil mention of girls here.. tried making friends with the girls at first.. like talked to them and stuff.. but me and celest realised that they really talk ALOT.. like jus senseless banter and gossip here and there.. so we sorta got tired of it after awhile.. think some of the guys were easier to talk to also.. at least the jokes they crack are really funny k.. but maybe its coz i dun really know the girls well yet..and i'm someone who tends to keep to myself when i dun really know the person.. tt's why i don't really like talking to them.. so superficial and its like they were talking for the sake of talking.. well, hope i really can get to know them better in future.. and during one of our breaks.. me and celest went in search for coffee.. wanted to go some cafe to sit and talk.. but we ended up eating waffles at new zealand natural cos they were 50% off!! and it was super duper nice! esp since it was cold outside and the waffle was hot.. yummy! (mummy, i bet u want some right? (: hee..) met my parents for dinner after that.. manage to get a long coat from myers.. one of those really classic looking coats.. i love it.. and it was the only one w my size left! how luck am i.. and got a zip sweater from marcs.. my mum thought i needed it so i got it.. hee.. dinner was at this jap restaurant along chinatown.. and this really scary drunkard/drug addict came in and sat down next to us.. then after awhile he came towards us and wanted to take my sis's handbag.. and he asked us for money.. lucky my daddy was really fierce and chased him away.. and after that my dad was really worried about me going home alone.. so he say i have to msg him when i reach home.. hee.. just realised today's post is really really long.. maybe coz i'm happy and i've so much to tell all of u back in s'pore.. i miss u guys.. wish u all were here to experiance it with me.. (: goodnight!
stir (: - 11:06 PM.
hello everybody..whoever that's reading this..jus came back from dinner w my parents at boxhill..had shanghai xiao long bao..(: i think ding tai fung is still nicer tho..haha..school's starting tmw..wonder what kind of ppl i will meet there..hope they're all really nice and not too superficial..i would really hate that.. whee.. i'll show photos someday k..when i'm not so lazy.. hee.. i din really take much photos too anyway.. (: oh one thing i realised.. most asian guys who study abroad( namely aussieland) are not very good at personal hygiene and many of them don't look very clean.. hee.. jus an observation of mine.. i said most, not all.. so maybe it doesn't apply to all guys.. one clean example is my brother of cos.. (:
I carry a cross in my pocket a simple reminder to me of the fact that I am a christian no matter where i may be
stir (: - 9:48 PM.
oh btw.. my address is 1501/570 Lygon Street Carlton Victoria 3503 packages and letters will be greatly appreciated and highly sought after by the two lovely girls living at the above stated address. hee..celest is talking on the phone again.. maybe i shld too.. goodnight everyone!
stir (: - 12:55 AM.
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