why did u hide in the cupboard? don't u think that's what we're like now? hiding in cupboards away from the light.. i miss the days where we didn't have to do that.. i miss hearing a happy train of thought.. why is that train stuck at the same place as it was a few months back? i miss seeing u smile.. like a genuine happy smile.. i miss chocolate cheesecakes.. i miss the way your face lights up.. i miss the way u say goodbye.. i want to say a proper goodbye.. why didn't i get a chance this time? where is my safe haven when i need one? where are u? i miss u..
again i ask," where's the trust? is secrecy, jealousy, vulnerability all we have left? i want my safe haven.. my pillar.. my shelter.. the place u said.. is it still there?"
stir (: - 10:33 PM.
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