Thursday, September 01, 2005
drama was really pretty enjoyable.. wasn't nervous at all.. except after i came out and my hands were shivering.. haha.. think we had more fun playing with fake blood and make up and what nots.. and the photos we took aren't very flattering and shall not be posted up.. (: celest and i were thinking of buying potted plants for our living room.. like bright flowers to brighten up the place.. haha! but we cldn't find nice pots that weren't too ex.. i have this feeling that both of us wld jus forget to water the poor plant and it'll die vv quickly..i've been studying out the past two nights.. i'm tired.. i hate Thucydides and his war! life wld be so much easier if he hadn't written that bit of history down.. raar! exams are in two weeks.. i think i'll study out very often till then.. i'm scared.. i'm getting scared of exams.. a sense of learned helplessness.. i learnt that today in psychology.. think it applies to me and my phobia of exams.. i'm getting stressed.. i should eat at home more often.. i want my apples and snow peas and chinese cabbage.. maybe they'll help me study better.. i realised something.. even though the friends i have here are really different (in a certain way) from those back home.. i'm really beginning to enjoy hanging out with them.. i realised i've stopped comparing and started to take them as they are.. these are ppl that i don't wanna lose touch with.. even if i do go to US to study.. my mum says i shld go US only after my degree.. do my masters there.. maybe i wld do just that.. i've no time to think about all this.. i shall just work hard and get my grades first.. mummy: i miss u! i wanted to call u today.. but i had no time.. and i'm really tired now! i'm going to blackmail u one day with that photo u sent me! hee.. u've officially taken over my role! haha..mark koh! thanks for calling last night! i miss talking to u.. its really been ages.. like i don't know what's going on in your life anymore.. faster reply my email! don't be lazy baboon! do take care of your health and eat more! haha.. and when i get back lets go eat mudpie again! yum! (: Building castles on quicksand Wearing all the emperor’s new clothes Reaching down through the looking glass Where am I on the yellow brick road Always ending where I began
stir (: - 12:58 AM.
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