Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i have absolutely no idea why i'm blogging now.. don't even know what i wanna blog about.. my whole mind is filled with marco polo and his stupid book "free of fabrication".. i don't care whether he was lying or not.. do u? raar! hmm was talking to mark the other day and was describing to him my 'family' and support system here.. here goes.. first there's alex.. my twin! (: he's this really lame guy who's always willing to listen with his often red hot ears (literally) to whatever problems i have.. and he's really funky and has his own style and he's always disturbing me.. blah! but he understands me really well and we're basically on the same frequency.. then there's liane.. my 'always-by-my-side' girl.. she's the youngest of the lot.. haha.. but more mature than her peers is certain ways, right ninja turtle? (: she bases lotsa stuff on emotions and helps me balance out my thoughts cos i'm always basing things on rationale.. which isn't always good.. and she only drinks hot chocolate.. and always complain that she's fat when its obvious to the whole wide world that she's not.. (: and lastly there's jess.. my tuition kid and ever ready source of entertainment.. he's a slacker who's forever asking me and liane how to write essays or do homework.. haha.. but i think we're alike in ways incomprehensible.. and he claims that when he talks to me, he feels like his talking to someone his age.. does that make me old or him young? one thing's for sure, he never fails in lightening up our moods and bringing smiles.. (: yup.. this sums up my family here.. somehow, if i were studying in s'pore.. i doubt we would ever become this close.. and that's why i'm really glad that i have u guys.. and i nv want to lose u guys cos its only thru our unique circumstances that we were able to draw closer.. (: the days seem to be flying by now.. somehow i feel a lil lost.. feel like i'm just going thru the motions of school and work.. without actually experiencing any of it.. kinda feel like cacoon-ing myself up to shield myself from the world that's zooming past.. maybe that's why i look forward to going home everyday.. not that i don't like school.. but rather sometimes i just want to close myself in my room and immune myself to the world.. i've got a date (:
stir (: - 12:26 AM.
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