Saturday, December 31, 2005
just before the year ends.. let me add in another part of reflections.. on friendships and relationships.. on building bridges and tearing down walls..i guess its only after i left sg that i really really learn the meaning of friendship.. i must say that i'm really glad that i found true friends.. here in melb and also back in sg i guess.. distance was most definitely not a factor in my friendships anymore.. before i left sg, i kept wondering which of my friends i wld really stay in touch with and not drift at all.. and i guess i've found them.. i'm sure u guys know who u are.. so there's no need to type it out for the world to see.. in these friendships that grew stronger.. distance and frequency did not matter.. our other friends did not matter.. cos when i talked to them on the phone or chat online.. we could always pick up from where we left off.. even if its been really really long.. and i'm sure u guys are for keeps.. (:and melb.. i guess i've learnt to be more discerning in a certain way.. sure, i choose my own friends and all that.. but in these friendships, unlike those in the past, i was not moulded to act or behave like them.. rather, we integrated all our characters and personalities together.. and that's what made the friendships here so unique i guess.. and so worth keeping.. its been slightly over a year since whatever happened happened.. and two more years to go with my covenant to God.. the past year has taught me alot.. you've taught me alot.. from the many times that i tried to walk out of your life.. to the times you refuse to let me go.. from the many times i got angry.. to the times you refuse to retaliate.. from your many letters and calls.. to your never-failing care and concern.. from your steadfast love and faith in the future.. to your determination and never-say-die.. i guess this friendship or relationship has been pretty much one-sided.. but i wanna say thank you. cos i know that no matter what happens.. i know i can always depend on you.. even if the whole world fails me, i know i can count on you.. sometimes, i don't understand how you do it.. how you can be so strong in your stand.. but i guess that's not for me to understand.. "You make me smile so wide When I look into your eyes And when you're not around You know you're somewhere stuck inside my mind."
stir (: - 12:44 PM.
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