Saturday, January 28, 2006 going home is more exciting than i thought it wld be.. (: and i seriously can't wait! ooh and i'm moving house in abt an hr's time.. i'm going to miss this house i have here.. many things happened here.. both good and bad.. but its afterall my first apartment.. and i'm going to miss it.. packing is a chore. esp when u think u onky have two boxes worth of stuff. only to realise you have four, and some more. i hate packing and moving. i'm not looking forward to moving one yr from now. 7mths=4boxes. 12mths=6.85boxes. 7+12mths=10++ boxes. all this stuff=die alr! the only thing i'm looking forward to today is getting into the cab and getting out at the airport. and then getting my boarding pass and going onto the plane. and when i get home, the first thing i'll do is turn my aircon on!! and then after that, i'll look for cny goodies. haha. whee. see all of u real soon! (:
stir (: - 9:08 AM.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 bleah.. i lost my phone! or rather, it got stolen.. but somehow, i'm not pissed or angry about it, i'm just irritated that i have to go slowly collect everybody's hp numbers again.. i'm using my friend's extra phone for now so i still can be reached.. i realised that if i lost my phone a yr ago i'll probably be so distressed that i can't do work.. but now i'm not.. i'm still studying for my last paper as though nothing as happened and i'm in no great hurry to get a new phone.. maybe material possessions ain't that important anymore.. maybe being 'un-reachable' ain't all that bad.. if there's one thing that i wanna complain about.. it would be the security at the library.. its a long story how my phone got stolen, but we wanted to ask the security to check the cameras cos we were sitting just below one of the cameras and it would have been extremely easy to spot the guy who took my phone.. but the freaking security guard told us we had to go to the police station to make a report, and IF they think its serious enough, then they'll check the cameras.. what nonsense is that?! what's the point of having cameras if they can't check on the spot when theft occurs?!?! and obviously the police ain't gonna deem a theft as important enough to retrieve the videos.. and i wasn't going to waste 2-3hrs at the police station when i should be studying.. raar! stupid state library security..
stir (: - 1:43 AM.
yest was so HOT i almost melted.. just imagine a giant hair dryer blowing from every direction imaginable! omg! was at the library studying and we didn't even want to leave it cos it was so hot! and town was almost deserted.. cos nobody wanted to go out.. and its the first time since the uni exam period that i've seen the library this crowded! bleah..whee.. one more paper to go before i go home! aside from the fact that i have to move house.. i really can't wait to go home..sometimes i wish words don't hold as much meaning as they already do.. why is it that a person's words about another can create such a deep second hand impression that nobody will take the time or effort to find out whether its true or not? why is it that ppl like to jump to the most convenient conclusions possible? why is it that some ppl can claim to love you and miss you, yet make no effort whatsoever? why is the world so hypocritical? don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
stir (: - 9:10 PM.
It was the first snow of the season
I can almost see you breathin
In the middle of that empty street
Sometimes I still see myself
In that lonesome bedroom
Playin my guitar
And singing songs of hope
For a better future
Life is only
As good as the memories we make
And I’m taking back what belongs to me
Polaroids of classrooms unattended
These relics of remembrence
Are just like shipwrecks
Only theyre gone faster
Than the smell after it rains
Last night while everyone was sleepin
I tripped through my old neighborhood
And resurrected memories from ashes
We said that we would never
We were really just like them
Does rebellion ever make a difference
Life is only
As good as the memories we make
And I’m taking back what belongs to me
These relics of remembrence
Are just like shipwrecks
Only theyre gone faster
Than the smell after it rains
So long astoria
I found a map to buried treasure
And even if we come home empty handed
Well still have our stories
Of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts,
Broken bones, and all the best of friendships
And when this hourglass
Has filtered out
Its final grain of sand
I raise my glass to the memories we had
This is my wish
This is my wish
Im takin back
Im takin them all back
stir (: - 1:15 AM.
Saturday, January 14, 2006 was telling a friend a few days ago that seven months seem so short in comparision to 15days but then again, each day seems so long yet each hour passes with the wink of an eye i can't wait to go home its just about time for a break i can feel the energy seeping out of me and i hate feeling tired all the time even when i have enough sleep, my brain's not functioning at its optimum level i guess its about time i went to bed just felt like blogging for the sake of blogging que sera, sera
what will be, will be
stir (: - 1:01 AM.
a BIG hug to jude, mummy and ah ma! thanks so so much for the cards and earrings and bag! was really really surprised to see it! and it really really brightened up my day.. i'm a happy happy girl now.. hee.. can't wait to see u guys.. (:
stir (: - 9:57 PM.
Saturday, January 07, 2006 God did not make me in a single hour:
He fashioned me for laughter.love.tears
And as a tree tt slowly comes to flower,
He gave me time, the blessed gift of years.
God did not make me with a single breath:
He gave me will to strive and hope and trust,
And days for growth, so tt e hour of death
Might total well, not blow e sun to dust.
May I grow graciously, through sun n rain,
In tolerance and kindness for all men, and
If life's storms shld bow my head w pain,
Let not my soul be a stunted tree;
Let me not fall, but reach toward the stars;
And let me grow as God has planned for me
stir (: - 9:57 PM.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 God didn't promise days without pain,
Laughter without sorrow, Sun without rain, but He did promise Strength for the day, Comfort for the tears, and Light for the Way.
i miss u. and u. and u. and u. and u again
stir (: - 10:51 PM.
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