MUMMY!! i'm glad u liked the present!! (: and thank you so so much for the lovely lovely msg late last night that brought a smile to my face first thing on a cloudy gloomy morning!! haha! i love u mummy!! (: i've been enjoying yummy food for the past week since my mum's here.. the real one.. the one mentioned above is the fake one! hee.. (: and i've been really busy trying to finish my 33.3% portfolio.. the key word here is trying.. i hate rainy days.
stir (: - 9:47 PM.
brisbane was pretty good.. photos will be up soon.. maybe i'll blog more about it another time.. my mum's here.. and i'm happy.. i miss my mum.. she makes me laugh at the simplest of things.. few others can make me laugh this way anymore.. that's kinda sad ain't it.. i think i'm just jaded.. blah.. shall blog more some other time.. thanks for telling me.. i don't know if u still come here.. but i just wanted to say thanks.. sometimes i think i'm the nastiest character i ever knew.. but u never seem to think that way.. or maybe u did but u just don't say.. this italics thing has to come to an end.. and i shall not write to u in italics ever again.. cos the day that i do will be the day i can truly put a smile on your face again..
stir (: - 11:46 PM.
to brisbane, to brisbane! will be off to brisbane bright and early tmw morning since to flight's at 6am.. bleah.. i hope i wake up.. hee.. will be back on sunday.. and then mummy's coming on monday.. hopefully brisbane will be a refreshing and rejuvenating experience.. i think i badly need to get away from melb for awhile.. but somehow, i didn't want to go back to sg at all.. so brisbane was a good alternative.. i'm having this really bad and weird backache.. its like one isolated spot.. and it hurts when i cough/sneeze/lie down/move.. i don't like it.. bleah.. mummy: study hard k! jia you jia you! i miss u tons and tons!! do take care of yourself and sleep early so that you wldn't fall ill k.. (:
stir (: - 9:51 PM.
today marked the end of a 7 week drought of non-shopping.. with a lovely lovely double-breasted off-white jacket which looks like this.. i absolutely love it! and i called to ask my mummy whether i could buy it so i don't feel so guilty now.. hee.. (:
stir (: - 9:37 PM.
i need to do my work.. but i'm just so lethargic today.. it doesn't help that i slept at 530 this morning.. bleah.. anw.. i happened to look out of my window and i saw this.. its amazing ain't it.. i love it.. i don't know why, but i just love to take photographs of the setting sun.. it just amazes me how something that happens every single day looks different and unique each time you look at it.. some people prefer dawn to dusk.. i think i actually prefer dusk.. esp at the end of a really bad day.. and you just know that tmw will be better simply because God put so much effort into making the end of the day so beautiful, even though He knows not many people will notice..
stir (: - 5:42 PM.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i've just handed in a 2000word essay on monday and now i've got another whole portfolio to do.. so i went to the library again and borrowed 6 big books and lugged them home.. its the second time this mth that i had to lug books home in the most pathetic of fashions.. was standing at the exact same counter, with the exact same bag, stuffing books into my bag like a nerd! i don't wanna be a nerd.. i don't wanna do the stupid portfolio.. raar! i just realised that i haven't exactly been talking about my life much.. but i'm fine.. i'm doing pretty well i guess.. i love staying alone but would not object to my mum coming in about 1.5 weeks time for ten days.. and mark's here now.. but i doubt i'll see much of him.. hmm except probably a dinner or two.. and i'm going to brisbane.. in a week's time for 5 days.. am kinda looking forward to it.. just to get away.. yup, easter break is here.. well, technically not because i have placement tmw.. but yeah since i wldn't be in uni, easter break is here.. and its on to full on mugging time before i go to brisbane and before my mum comes! raar! ooh and the lightbulb in the tv area in my apartment just blew.. and i think i'm too short to change it myself.. bleah.. i don't like lightbulbs that fuse.. i made fish porridge on sunday for dinner.. and for some reason that yf camp at st. john's island just came up to mind.. the one where so many things happened and i dare say that was an extremely eventful december.. it makes me want to laugh even.. tho' i wld nv want it to happen again.. ever.. ooh my dearest ah ma! i learnt today in physical development class that u start to go deaf once you're born! now i know why u can't hear properly already!! haha! i miss u lala! (:
stir (: - 10:33 PM.
just cause it's all in your head doesn't mean it has to be in mine don't believe what you said still can't get it out of my mind I've tried to find myself an approval I've already been there already done that it got me nowhere it brought me nothing but a good place to hide in no one to confide in now
maybe, just maybe. i really am over you.
maybe.
stir (: - 9:53 PM.
I was sure by now God You would have reached down And wiped our tears away And stepped in and saved the day Once again, I say Amen, and it is still raining As the thunder rolls I barely hear you whisper through the rain I'm with you As your mercy falls I raise my hands and praise the God who gives And takes away I'll Praise you in this storm And I will lift my hands You are who you are No matter where I am And every tear I've cried You hold in your hand You never left my side And though my heart is torn I will Praise You in this storm I remember when I stumbled in the wind You heard my cry You raised me up again My strength is almost gone How can I carry on If I can't find you I lift my eyes into the hills Where does my help come from My help comes from the Lord The maker of heaven and earth
stir (: - 2:37 PM.
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