i am a jealous and terribly terribly homesick girl.
its freaking cold and windy and gloomy and
i have no more motivation to study and i wanna go home.
but a certain part of me doesn't want to go back.
cos going back means facing up to things.
i contradict myself.
i feel fat. i should go for a jog.
but its cold.
i shall spend the next week in the library.
the library that has to central heating.
i wonder why the education faculty is so poor.
raar!
i miss eugenia and clara and judy and my twin and the lovely (hot!) weather in sg.
raar! i'm cold.
i realise this is really random.
i should get down to studying.