| its 7 days to my first paper and the panic is beginning to set in, little by little. i wanted to blog about something but i suddenly forgot. hmm. oh wells. i realise that its exactly 21 days till i go home (liane don't laugh at me!) and i can't wait. but sometimes i wonder what will happen when i go back. was talking about it with liane last night over dinner. and i seemed so sure of myself. so resolute. maybe because distance is the greatest barrier of all. but what's gonna happen when i go back and in 7.5 hrs, all that distance is gone? no matter how resolute i seemed last night, i ask myself whether that all is just a facade. a mask. that would come crumbling when i go back.  sometimes, i think i think too much.
 
 stir (: - 11:11 PM.
 
 
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