i started this sem fearful and petrified of what is to come..
i asked God why he had to make me go through all this..
i wrestled and argued..
hoping to find my own way out of that whole supposed mess..
in short, i wanted out.. i wanted to quit..
but you know what,
a princess of God never gives up!and i didn't..
i told myself to give it half a sem..
and then i'll see how it goes..
and God has proven me wrong..
He never lets me go..
the events of the past three days surprise me..
i actually feel like i'm a part of them..
i actually enjoyed myself tremendously..
no more awkward moments.. (alot less at least)
i'm still scared of next sem..
i still have fear..
but now i know God's gonna be there with me..
but i felt the reassurance of God..
and i thank God for it.. (:
on a side note, the salvation army this morning was the most eye opening, humbling experience ever.. i saw people who looked so broken and worn out praising God more passionately than me.. and i've never diced so many onions before in my whole life.. (: