have you ever felt so irritated that all you can say is UGH!
so insulted that talking to that person would just be cheapening yourself?
so irked that you're this close to lashing back?
God, please grant me patience, understanding and self-control. pretty pretty please.
i'm tired. i need rest.
my mind cant stop whirling.
too many things to think about.
too many thoughts swamping my mind.
my hands are tied.
there's only this much i can do.
only this much.
sometimes i wish i was my emo self again.
that bottle of tears was buried too deep its impossible to find it again.
i want to feel.
not just happiness, but euphoria.
not just sadness, but despair.
not just fear, but terror.
not just anger, but rage.
i want to be alive again.
to be alive.
i try so hard but it doesnt matter anymore.
the ball's in your court now.
please give me the respite that i crave for.