Monday, November 27, 2006
christmas is coming! or so says my cute lil christmas dashboard widget which informed me that its 28 days to christmas! and the lil christmas tree is slowly decorating itself! so cute right! haha! (this screen shot was taken on saturday when it just started decorating itself! haha!) and i've finally moved out of my apartment.. i have hell lot of stuff.. and 5 (strong?) guys and 1 van to help me move everything! which was good cos i would have died moving myself.. (: i've no idea what i'll do for the next few days before i get back to sg.. there's absolutely nothing to do and nobody to do anything with.. and there's no food to eat too! raar! like so miserable like that right.. bleah.. i don't wanna go shopping alone..
stir (: - 12:57 AM.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
happy happy 20th birthday my dearest clara woon!! (: u're finally old like me and eugenia! hahah! and do u realise that i've known u (technically) for 14 years already!! since sunday school and all.. like we so old like that! haha! do u rem how we used to refuse to sit next to the smelly boys! then u all always sabo me to sit next to timmy! haha! and how in yf we shared secret crushes and all that silly girly stuff! and then we drifted.. and i didn't see u for abit.. but then u came back! and we went to serve together! and we grew up together.. and we learnt so much and we shared so much! and we depended on each other (in a sense).. and i think i never had so much fun/laughter and so much tears and so much growth in such a short period as that.. its funny how our friendship grew over time.. till now with our random chats over msn and sporadic emails.. yet i love u so! cos u never fail to put a smile on my face.. (stir's so sweet right! haha!) and i wish and pray with all my might that u'll get to come to melb for your exchange.. and i can't wait to go back and catch up w u! and lets really really have a sleepover! i'm serious! (: happy birthday my dear..i hope u have a good one! (esp since i'm going to call u tonight!)
stir (: - 6:09 PM.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i'm terribly happy today.. and i'm sorry for being so terribly grumpy the past few days.. and now begins the task of boxing up my life.. interlinked with the days of doing nothing and just nua-ing.. since all my shopping buddies have returned to the lil red dot.. i was packing some stuff the other day and i saw this.. and it made me grin and remember all the silly stuff we did.. and i know we're both going back to sg soon.. so we'll catch up then.. but i'm really really looking forward to our july hillsongs+melb trip/visit/shopping spree/quality time together.. (: its gonna be so fun! anybody wanna join us?
stir (: - 11:17 PM.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i've been munching on smoked almonds and chocolate chip fudge cookies.. bleah.. and i really am looking forward to the end of my silly exams.. raar.. i just wanna nua and do nothing.. or dress up and be pretty.. (: and i realise i must have been really stressed last week cos somebody i don't really know mentioned today that i looked so much more relaxed today.. eeks.. and i also realised, after telling some friends about it, that an incident that happened two weeks back, that i brushed off as a not-done-on-purpose thing.. might really have been done on purpose.. and now my defence mechanisms are setting in.. no good no good.. both ways also no good.. ooh, and i seem to have a neverending flow of useless-but-must-keep stuff in my apartment.. started packing last week.. all the stuff that i seldom use.. and my apartment doesn't seem any emptier.. bleah.. i think i just can't bear to throw/sell/give away alot of my stuff.. i'm not exactly making sense, am i?
stir (: - 10:27 PM.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
ugh! can i just rant about two things here.. one, i am NOT a kid!! i like kids and simple things make me happy.. but i am NOT A KID! RAAR! ugh.. it irks me a terrible lot when people say things like 'bye big kid!' not once, not twice but over and over and over again! some jokes (if u think its funny) just loses its humour after awhile.. and two,an early childhood education exam isn't any less stressful/difficult than law or commerce (or insert whatever nerdy degree)! just because i actually enjoy what i'm studying and don't make a big fuss over the academic stuff doesn't make it any easier! granted that it might not be as technical with not as many big words but it ain;t all fun and games! ugh.. please don't comment about this post.. i'm just stressed and when i'm stressed i have a shorter than usual fuse.. i don't like the fact that i'm irritated over these (oh so small) matters! eeks! sometimes i don't like myself a terrible lot.. raar! note to self: DON'T WASTE TIME ALREADY! study study study! and soon you'll be home!
stir (: - 3:31 PM.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
my dad called me just now.. and we got excited over the same thing.. i like talking to my daddy.. we sometimes think the same (weird) thoughts.. which is really quite funny.. (: i'm sitting quietly at home now after doing a ton of memory work.. realising that the only healthy food in my house now is my last apple.. i need to do groceries.. bleah.. and i'm too lazy to go out of my house.. i shall sit quietly and eat my apple.. i was talking to a friend the other day about how i'm getting fat from eating exam junk.. and he said to get my bf to bring me go running.. that sentence made me happy.. cos since i have no bf, i don't need to go running right? so i conclude that not being attached is a very good thing.. it gives me the right to not exercise since i have no motivation.. heh.. i don't know why i just told the whole world how lazy i am.. but yeah.. oh wells.. (: ooh and to you, thanks for listening to me rant on and on about stuff primarily due to exam stress.. and in other news, happy 21st mark koh! i called u and finished the last bit on my calling card la.. (only because i refuse to buy a new one.. heh..) hope u had a good one anyway! in the midst of all these exams and blah..
stir (: - 7:39 PM.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i was walking home from the lib yesterday and i saw this girl blowing bubbles out of her apartment window.. and it made me happy.. (: i couldn't fall asleep last night and was just thinking.. how sad it would be if i lost all my childlike qualities.. i don't wanna be cynical or apathetic.. sure i wanna grow up and mature.. and i like to think that i'm on my way there.. but i don't wanna lose that part of me.. i want lil things to make me happy.. like bubbles.. or bright sunshiny days.. and chasing pigeons (if i may say so).. or a bright lil flower by the roadside.. or a familiar face among a mass of unknowns.. i know some people think that i'm childish.. and some people laugh at me.. but i really don't wanna lose at bit of me.. anyway, lala says that i cannot reply her msn msg when she says bye cos if not we become "like lovers cannot part like that".. heh.. (: i can't wait to go for fact camp so would u please go.. pretty pretty please with the icing on top..
stir (: - 3:46 PM.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
hello world say hi to not-so-little miss pimply.. raar.. i'm v grumpy these few days.. exams make me complain about alot of things.. like how cadbury is evil.. they entice u and draw u into a vicious cycle of food-fat-food-fat.. i don't thin i'm making sense.. haha.. whee.. this is long overdue but thanks so much to lala and eugenia and nic for the flowers.. lovely lovely lilies brighten up my day everytime i wake up and smell them.. (: and it reminded me of when a friend of mine asked me why girls like dead flowers.. raar.. yep and yummy krispy kreme makes me happy too.. i feel like a greedy pig.. that reminds me of this primary sch math game that i saw in one of my lecture notes.. its called "greedy pig".. heh.. ooh and i owe eugenia a max brenner chocolate souffle.. she's greedier than me la.. haha.. terrible.. (:
stir (: - 7:33 PM.
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