
yay! its 6 days to christmas and my lil christmas tree is getting prettier by the day! (:
the past week's been busy busy..
what with fact camp and meeting up with long-time-no-see friends..
i must say that fact camp was fantastic!
dare say that i learnt alot from pastor jenny..
and certain parts almost felt like God was shouting out to me..
esp the part about breaking down the walls and blocks in our hearts..
which reminded me of a certain casting crowns song..
and another thing that ps jenny said only in passing, but struck a chord in me (because i think about it alot)..
is that every person (whether born disabled or not) is lovingly knit together by God
that nothing is ever an accident..
not autism, not cerebral palsy, not physical deformities..
God made him/her like that for a purpose..
i guess this made me see things in a diff light..
cos i've been asking why/how can God be so unfair to create somebody with autism/disability from birth..
i know its not for me to qn what God does..
but its just something that weighs heavily on my heart..
during the camp, i noticed how the sec sch girls would stay up and gossip..
and how they made alot of noise everywhere they go (in a good girly kinda way)..
and i started reminicing (as if i v old like that)..
i miss the carefree, full of energy, bubbling with excitement (for what the future holds) kinda days..
there are alot more things i wanna say about camp..
but i'm a lil lazy so if u really wanna know..
just ask me.. (: