it all came rushing back to me..
that old familiarity..
but somehow, this time, i didn't feel it in me..
it was almost an out of body kinda feeling..
detached.. a third person peering in..
(i know u'll read this, but i dont really care anymore)you know how when you really want to say something..
but you're looking for
that right moment..
and u try to suppress what you have to say..
and it leaves a lump in your throat..
well, that's how i felt..
ah, the wonders of a masked face..
like a clown..
trying to make the whole world happy..
but today,
today, the walls i so carefully built around my heart came crumbling down..
the resolve i so carefully pieced together cracked under pressure..
today, i cried out for help but noone replied..